Studded Shoes

I'm crazy about shoes.
Then again who doesn't..

I was dying to get my hands on studded stuff since forever but just manage to get a good bargain for studs back in my home town. Things here are sooo friggin expensive.. x_X

So i started out with shoes..
found a black shoes with (I'm so lucky!) black and gray checks that happens to be the same size as my studs.
Next thing i know i stud the thing like a crazy person. Lol

Results!



LOVE!!! X3

Wazzup, Peeps..

Wazzup???

Babies and dogs

While i was watching videos of basset hounds on youtube, reminiscing on how good it is to have my own dog, and finally decided that the fishes that occupies my fish tank at home is retarded (thank you, Glen), i bump into this cute video of a kid hugging a St. Bernard named Lucy.

I would love to have a dog like that. Even i can't be that patient with a kid sometimes.. Lol
As cute as it is i wonder how many dogs can be so patient with a kid?
Not all scenario of babies and kids ended with cute pictures such as this.

And so there goes..
Until now (which is like 3 days after i saw the video), I'm still intrigued by pictures of dogs and babies hanging out together..

Uber cuteness!!! >_<"

Meet The Fluffy Troops..

Mr. Bonkers & Vester The Voodoo




Sammy Strawberry & Bobo The Boctopus




Puddy & Pogo The Polarbear

Making things frantically

It's those time that somehow i get fired up to make stuff..
simple stuff though..

here's some of it..


Egg cartoons to flower wreath




I adore the blue polka dot dress..




and chains n safety pins necklace

More to come cos i just can't sit still nowadays. My mum will be so proud of me.. lol.. XD

tuesday, 15 march 2011 4.09am

aku terduduk, terpekur, dan meratap di tengah kesunyian dan peperangan sekaligus.
jerat kekang yang tertancap di seluruh sendi dan paru-paru ku membuat gerak sesenti menjadi sedepa.
aku tak suka keadaan ini.
biasanya aku seperti kuda liar yang berlari melesat mengejar angin.
biasanya aku burung elang yang menolak untuk terbang rendah kecuali untuk menangkap makan siang.
saat ini sesendipun aku tak bisa bergerak.
seperti pahlawan kemerdekaan yang ditodong bedil di kepala.
meracau aku seperti orang mabuk yang tidak bisa berjalan lurus.
patah aku seperti arang yang habis dilalap api.
hanya di nadiku terngiang2 sebuah doa;

"Tuhan, berikan aku;
kepasrahan untuk menerima apa yang tidak bisa aku rubah,
kemampuan untuk merubah apa yang bisa aku rubah,
dan kebijakan untuk membedakan keduanya."

this is just the beginning..

"Just give me another chance to prove you that I can change..", he said..

Being able to see inside of me made me see things in different perspective and I fully understand that he saw things in his perspective. Fair enough. I guess we lack of the ability to see inside each other and understand each other's story better.

It felt like every time we try to make the other party to understand our point of view, we are plunging a knife and shredding our own self piece by piece. It felt wrong.

We use to be friends. We use to laugh and ad-libbing each other's jokes.
We use to have fun.

I hate being angry all the time.
I hate being angry at him all the time.

I'm scared that we have to mold our self to be an entirely different person so we'll still be able to walk hand in hand without taking that knife and shredding each other out to pieces.
I'm scared that at the end of this journey, we will look at the mirror and say, "who is this person? This is not me.."

I'd rather walk away with a stamp of a bad guy rather than to change what he is.
Because he have something great.
He is something precious. But he just don't realize it yet.

If I choose to walk away, it's not because I hate him.
But because I love him as a friend and I know that he is capable of doing great things.

Get up from your fall..
I will still be there..
As a friend..
because this is just the beginning.